I got it.. thx GoD

Well, i have been applied scholarship with my friends 4 months a go.. Then have no academic peope call me.. And i have been forgot it..I just thinking work hard to got a lot money ^^...  and suck it, i have no work 2,5 month.
LOL
Scholarship its important for me.. because i have no supply from my dad, maybe only 10% from my dad. In here living alone ><.. Its for my future, for me.. i need to fight..not like another guys, only study no thinking about paying. I must devide my time for study and work.. only part time job i can do it. i have a lot job, being tutor, selling uniq goods, then i'm part of event organization.. But EO job maybe 1 year only use me 2 a year ^^. Life its to hard, but don't fuck it, make it enjoy and colorfull. Then how about my study? Well, i'm Fail... But i still try to get Scholarship..^^
Just little shocked when my friend told me she have a call then got scholarship and must going interview.. How about me? nobody call, until then 2nd day the people calling me.. I have saw it in my collage web... Well, last year i have been interview, but i fail.. so, i little scared in here.. when i going interview,i'm afraid that my lecture still remember my stories. Ok, last year, i'm LIE.. Sorry... Then i never lie, maybe because i lie i pass the scolarship.. 4 people interviewing me.. one of them my auntie.. my uncle niece. >.<  Lecture id F( my autie), E, K, S.. A: its me..
F check my aplication, maybe she now me, my uncle always saying that i'm study in Trisakti School of Management.. So nervouse...
F: ohh, ur from bangka? and living pangkal pinang?
A: no, mom. only born there, then grow up in belinyu city ><
(suck it, F mother from Belinyu, yeahhh... She know me now)
E: ok, how about ur family? ur dad job?
A: before that my dad its collector, then bangkrup and blaa blaa blaa...
E: Ur mom?
A: housewife...
E: who supply u?
A: me. sometimes my dad, but no full..
E: from where u get money for paying???
A: well, i have part time job, being tutor.. then i sale erasable pen and headset that import from China..
E: wow, great.. Can i see the pen? i have one... its same with ur pen?
A: no, miss have clicker, i have no.. just pen, with diffent model. ( i take my pen, then all lecture try to use the pen, am i like interviewing? i like a sales promotion girl here). then blalblaaaaa...
S: how about ur headset? how much?
A: the price for 2gb = 185000, 4gb= 250.000. and pen 30.000
S: u only sale 2 product?
A: Yes, mom..
K: why u sale only two product, why not sale all?
A: well, erasable pen still new in here and expensive, in gramed 39.000,me only sale that 30.000.. then the headset so unique. its have no cable, so u can use it for sport.
S: how to sale it???
A: from free advertising for the example tokobagus.com etc, i just post it, if people want to buy they will massage me.
E: how about ur salary being tutor?
A: 40.000/ shift..
E: in shift?
A:yeah...
K: Do u know, me only got 25000 being tutor and no shift.. for 1 day.. u so lucky if have a lot shift in one day..
E: how many student u have?
A: 6 until now, but have not started to Private..
K: u'r GPA so fail u know..
A: yeah, i know.
K:u must improve it.. how come got scholarship if GPA fail. Why you GPA drop?
A: Because i must found a lot money for paying my study..
E: what the most difficult subject for u?

A: Accountancy..
K: E: F: S: ???????
Well, i have done my interview, maybe they are not to ask me more question.. LOL
i have enjoyed the interview then..
Then waiting for 6th day.. I GOT it...
thanks God...
God always give answers of my problem..
When i need help, He always there for me..
God is Great
<3 <3 <3